Terra (
erodingearth) wrote2011-06-16 10:40 pm
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[This takes place on Friday, the last day of the experiment.
Terra's been feeling a strong desire to train today. Pullups and pushups in the clearing, combat training in the battle dome... He's got stamina to spare, but there's no doubt he's pushing himself; usually he has the sense to stop once in awhile.
He can be seen in the forest near house 39 exercising in the morning or over in the battle dome past noon. ...Or maybe even passed out on the grass on his way back to the house, towards midnight.]
Terra's been feeling a strong desire to train today. Pullups and pushups in the clearing, combat training in the battle dome... He's got stamina to spare, but there's no doubt he's pushing himself; usually he has the sense to stop once in awhile.
He can be seen in the forest near house 39 exercising in the morning or over in the battle dome past noon. ...Or maybe even passed out on the grass on his way back to the house, towards midnight.]
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...whoops. Dark mode activate?]
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What--? Riku!
[He can't articulate his shock beyond that.]
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Still, he gets up to his feet, looking at Terra with an apologetic look.]
It's not what it looks like! [At least, he's not evil. The darkness is there, however.]
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Riku, what happened? You're covered in darkness.
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A lot's happened since you came to the islands, but you can thank Maleficent for this.
[Maleficent and Ansem, actually, but he'll start simple. He doesn't sound particularly proud, either.]
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Maleficent? What does she have to do with this?
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[He winces and looks away.]
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She... She does tend to manipulate. [He can believe that.]
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[He groans. Even if Ansem's the one who pulled him deeper into the darkness, Maleficent planted the seeds.]
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Even then... There's no way. [That may be some denial there. Clearly she had managed.] And she's still around?
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[That should sound vaguely familiar, at least.]
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--Princesses of Heart? Catch them?
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I only did it so I could save Kairi. She was asleep, and Maleficent told me the only way to save her was to open the door to Kingdom Hearts.
[Please, please don't get too mad, Terra.]
It was my first time outside the islands. I didn't know better. Not like I do now.
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Why... Why did you resort to the darkness? Why did you give in? [There's a tone of helplessness there. He had seen something of himself, of the simple hopes he had aspired for, when he met Riku. And now he had been tainted with the darkness as well.] The world has to be rid of it.
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At least, that's his first thought. But a world without darkness? Why would Terra...?]
I know I can't excuse what I did before. I gave in because... because I thought it'd make me stronger. And I was jealous. Jealous of Sora's Keyblade, of his new friends, everything.
I made a lot of mistakes, Terra. Turned against my friends, captured those Princesses, and I almost lost myself in the process.
[He'll let all this sink in before he gives his opinion on darkness.]
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He doesn't say anything. He focuses his energy on trying to contain his emotions. But his eyes are alight and brimming with frustration.]
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I screwed up more than once. By the time I got by body back and helped Sora close the door, I thought about darkness the same way that you do. I really did think it was something to be ashamed of, that the worlds would be better off without it.
[He places a hand to his chest.]
But whenever I tried to push it away, it just got a stronger hold on me. I kept running away from who I was. There's darkness in every heart. You can't just erase it.
[By now, he's probably dug himself into a pretty deep ditch.]
I didn't realize it until somebody showed me the way. She helped me accept my darkness without turning from the light.
[Why yes, he's suggesting a middle ground.]
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You sound like them.
[He can't help but make the comparison. He focuses on the negative of Riku's words. Those words that reminded him of each temptation, each situation he had so narrowly avoided where he had the choice of using his darkness. Even in Luceti, facing Vanitas... And now Riku, his successor.]
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[Sigh. He manages to make the dark armor disappear. It's not like he meant to switch into it in the first place.
But he can tell that Terra's... not too happy about this.]
Trust me, if I could go back and fix everything, I would. But I can't take it all back; all I can do is move forward and make sure it doesn't happen again.
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Even now, though, you're using it. That armor is a sign of it, isn't it? The darkness inside you. After all of that, how can you... [He struggles to find the words. Darkness was a stain on the heart, something that could take control and take over. That was why he had been denied the Mark. Why he had sought Master Xehanort's guidance.]
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